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when I was 12, I had a friend that was going threw so much in her life that she wanted to end it...
I did everything I could to make her happy, but one day I heard she had committed suicide...

it broke me so much, cause I never knew what it was like then, and was not able to fully help cause I did not know how.

I used to feel depressed and suicidal after it. It caused me to hate living and to hate myself cause I could not help her enough.

but today, I have decided not to let myself feel sad.

I might not have been able to help her, but I can help my other friends ^u^

I promise that until the day I die, I will do everything I can to make my friends happy.


I failed one person...

I won't let that happen again...


love you all so much, you all make me so happy every single day, because your here.

I might not be able to change the world.

but I can change the lives of the people that matter most to me.

so, have a nice day and God Bless ^u^

Fixielle Darnok69 Noioo fluffysam1212 VanillaMocha01LunaFan183 TheIndianaCrew o-LittleV802-o Deadulus Jolibe OtakuMcUndertaleface

love you all 

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:icontheindianacrew:
TheIndianaCrew Featured By Owner Mar 15, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
I am very sorry about your friend! We love you as well and if you ever need anything, just contact me, okay? 
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:iconlittlearisticartist:
LittleAristicArtist Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2018  Student Digital Artist
ok, thanks ^u^
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:icontheindianacrew:
TheIndianaCrew Featured By Owner Mar 18, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Same to you!
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:iconfluffysam1212:
fluffysam1212 Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
D: I'm so sorry to hear about your friend. Squish Hug You're amazing and don't deserve that. :love:I wish you good luck! 
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:iconlittlearisticartist:
LittleAristicArtist Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2018  Student Digital Artist
thanks, *hugs you*

I miss her a lot, but I can at least keep her memory.
we had some funny conversations 
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VanillaMocha01 Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2018  Student Digital Artist
Oh goodness... I’m so sorry to hear that... *hugs* :huggle: I’m always here for you, friend :heart: God bless 
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:iconlittlearisticartist:
LittleAristicArtist Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2018  Student Digital Artist
*hugs* God Bless ^u^
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:iconvanillamocha01:
VanillaMocha01 Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2018  Student Digital Artist
<3
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:iconlittlearisticartist:
LittleAristicArtist Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2018  Student Digital Artist
<3 *hugs*
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:iconvanillamocha01:
VanillaMocha01 Featured By Owner Feb 26, 2018  Student Digital Artist
:heart: :huggle:
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:iconjolibe:
Jolibe Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2018  Student Digital Artist
Aww I'm really sorry about your friend
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:iconlittlearisticartist:
LittleAristicArtist Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2018  Student Digital Artist
yeah, she is in a better place now, I would have said more about her but decided not to...like, it makes me sad to think about how she died...
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:iconjolibe:
Jolibe Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2018  Student Digital Artist
Again I'm really sorry. Someone close to me died before and it really sucked
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:iconlittlearisticartist:
LittleAristicArtist Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2018  Student Digital Artist
sorry to hear that *hug*
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:iconjolibe:
Jolibe Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2018  Student Digital Artist
It's okay ;w;
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:icondeadulus:
Deadulus Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I'm so sorry to hear you had to go through something so painful. I always try my hardest to help people and I'm glad that I've been enough for my friends. But I want you to remember that you are not responsible for other people's lives. You don't get to judge whether they live or die and you should never ever put that kind of burden on your shoulders. It's good to help people, comfort them, do whatever you can to make them happy but don't sacrifice yourself. This is really important, I hope you understand.
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:iconlittlearisticartist:
LittleAristicArtist Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2018  Student Digital Artist
I know, its just how I feel, I know I can't do everything, but I can at least try to help my friends
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:icondeadulus:
Deadulus Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Absolutely, I just don't want to see others make that mistake. But can send me a PM whenever you want and I will always be there to listen. That goes for any of you.
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:iconlittlearisticartist:
LittleAristicArtist Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2018  Student Digital Artist
ok
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:icondarnok69:
Darnok69 Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
oh god im so sorry for that poor girl
im sure u did ur best 

but yeah its good to just be sad and cry and think for a day
i very much appreciate ur kind and loving way

and to be honest( u know me) i was scuicidal too sometimes
and tried to kill myself 
but people like u stop me from making the jump or hanging the noose
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:iconlittlearisticartist:
LittleAristicArtist Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2018  Student Digital Artist
*hugs* every single day I wish I could have helped her.

knowing I can make you all happy makes me smile ^u^
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Darnok69 Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
that is sweet
my classmate just died from cancer so i know how it is to lose a friend(and half a dozen family members)
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:iconlittlearisticartist:
LittleAristicArtist Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2018  Student Digital Artist
wow, that must have been harsh D:
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:icondarnok69:
Darnok69 Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
yes
and i felt really bad because we have a little memorial in school
and they hang up a picture i drew of him 
and it looks really goofy
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:iconlittlearisticartist:
LittleAristicArtist Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2018  Student Digital Artist
thats sad...

*hugs you*
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:icondarnok69:
Darnok69 Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
thank you
*hugs u tight*
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:iconlittlearisticartist:
LittleAristicArtist Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2018  Student Digital Artist
welcome
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:iconfixielle:
Fixielle Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
...
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:iconlittlearisticartist:
LittleAristicArtist Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2018  Student Digital Artist
*hugs*
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:iconfixielle:
Fixielle Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
*hugs back*
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:iconlittlearisticartist:
LittleAristicArtist Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2018  Student Digital Artist
I promise I will do everything I can to make you and all my friends happy
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:iconfixielle:
Fixielle Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Make me happy and come onine in Quotev, I miss you : d
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:iconlittlearisticartist:
LittleAristicArtist Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2018  Student Digital Artist
ok ^u^
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